Summer Night Special

It's happening again. Mid-summer boredom. I don't know why I'm complaining though. In less then a week I'll be re-taking a class at SCSU because the grade wasn't satisfactory enough for them. A C- instead of a C. So it's back to speech class for me. By the time that class is overwith, my student teaching will begin. I have a part-time job at a deli, it's a job, it pays the bills. Maybe I'm just bored with life right now. Nothing really happens around here. Nothing fun that is. I rarely get to see Laurie who lives on the other side of town. All of my friends from my hometown no longer live here. My college friends still live in St. Cloud.

I had a great time with them last weekend though. I guess I just want more. Just bored. I can't even do anything creative my head is so numb and full of nothingness.

I'm sick of a lot of things too. #1 on my list: SCSU. Just let me graduate. If I get my application for graduation back again saying I haven't completed the following I think I'll just combust on spot. #2 People. The more I interact with people at my job the more I lose respect for them. Common sense is at an all time low. All that goes through my mind is I wish I could win the powerball and get out of this hell hole I call work.

I need motivation, initiative to do something... I have none of this right now.